I Will Not Do Nothing

The following are actions that are not nothing. If I remind myself of the little things, maybe I'll work up to some bigger ones.

Yesterday: Posted to blog. Made a couple phone calls (one to my doc, the other social). Then worked out. Finally. And god it felt good. Then went to Kevin's... mostly vegged on the couch... but got a delicious salad for dinner.

Today (so far): Felt my body (my back, especially) craving another good workout and stretch - within a minute of waking up. Hehe. Took myself to breakfast at my favorite Brighton coffee shop. Went to therapy. Talked myself OUT of going to Target, and therefore out of spending money unnecessarily. Lazed on the couch a bit catching up on DVR stuff.

Upcoming Today: As soon as I finish posting, change into workout clothes. Work out. Shower and beautify. Walk to bus; ride bus to Kenmore Square. This evening, attending the Red Sox game - sporting my cute new hat, won at the raffle a couple weeks ago. And if I'm early getting down there, I may just browse around the bookstore a bit before the game. But since I haven't gotten to the working out yet, I probably won't be early.

Of course, going to the game probably means not eating a salad, but rather a ballpark sausage. And probably a beer. But I'll be out, having fun, and at least I worked out. And I know better than to have lots of beers and sausages. Hehe.

I still don't know how to understand the overwhelming blah that defies description in words... which keeps me frustrated and kind of afraid of it. But I do know that working out and getting out to a game will strike a blow to it. So there, blah, take that!