Ufda!

Holy crap when you said blog, you mean seriously blogging. I'm trying to keep with with you two, still getting used to doing something other than watching tv and eating when I come home from work. Let's see...Sunday was a bad day in general...just one of those depressive days where nothing bad particularily happend, just a down day. Unfortunately, I kind of let that get in the way of having "family dinner" with my sister and dad (mom was gone for the weekend with student council crap). I actually walked out of my parents' house as dad was making dinner because I just didn't want to deal with them. I live alone. When I go home to my parents' house I want to be able to spend time with them. Yet every time I do go up there my dad is watching TV downstairs, my sister is holed up in her room and my mom is grading papers. I'm left to do the exact same thing I could do at my own apartment...nothing. It frustrates me so much, especially my sister. She has such a sour attitude about our family. I know we are kind of screwed up, but so is every other family. Anyway, I digress...

Sunday I laid (sp?) around all day and felt sorry for myself . I guess I did read another chapter of "Pillars of the Earth". (Krissie, it's getting really good. Gwen, if you haven't read this book yet you should!) . After that I went up to my parents' for dinner but left before I could we sat down for dinner because I was too upset and irritated (hormones may or may not have been involved in the crying part). So instead of having a somewhat healthy meal at my parents' I decided to drown my sorrows in a Whopper with cheese (and a side salad...that counts, right?). Way to go.

Monday was better, but my food intake was just as bad. I had physically therapy so I was able to leave work early (thank god) and it's always nice to get a massage that someone else is paying for :). When I got home all I did was watch TV and eat and then go to bed. I'm tired of this routine. It's getting really old and it just makes me sick to think that I've wasted a good portion of my life that way.

Tuesday is better than Monday, still not great but being the perfectionist that I am that will likely never happen. I actually asked my mom to go grocery shopping with me so that I wouldn't end up with a cartful of herseys products. How sad is that? Really sad, but it seems to work..until the next time I have to go to the dreaded grocery store where everytype of bad food sits and stares at you, calling out to you.

I have yet to get to the gym. So far I have come up with the excuse of 1) i shouldn't do anything after physical therapy 2) My legs aren't shaved so therefore I can't go swimming (although that one doesn't apply anymore, well at least not for a couple more days) 3) I'm too tired 4) it's raining out 5) NCIS is on 6) it screws up my even schedule too much etc.

Eh, anyway. Needless to say not much of a change. The only change in my life so far is that I think I have new, younger, neighbors. It took them all of Saturday and Sunday to move! How much crap can people have??

Ok..I hope you two are doing well today. Happy April Fools day tomorrow :)